a good gifted-faker and a perfectionist with a procrastinator complex.
there are various fancy things that happened to my life these past few months. the Lord has been good to me and I went through a lot of turning points and it’s been pretty taxing yet fulfilling.
alright.. last month, got to graduate college. don’t want to give a fuss ‘bout it cuz my major was not where my heart is but don’t get me wrong, i’m more than grateful to my parents for working like a Trojan just to walk me through that stage though. I’m also thankful in way that i didn’t experience the unemployment stage or the “tambay” stage that others usually facing right after graduating. God has been nice enough to give me a job a month before the big day. and it’s really a bliss to at least experience becoming a working student for once.
Posted on Apr 9th (3:21am), 2 months ago
Drive (and the hammer)
Created by TheLastMonkey
it’s been a while since I’ve watch this and it still haunts me.
I feel like this has some really deep meaning. I see it as two people can be close and it can allow for something beautiful, but as soon as they get to know each other too well it becomes ugly. Because if you knew every thought in someones head, the bad might out weigh the good. And you could never undo what you have learned about them. The spots on the butterfly’s wings are human eyes which have seen the truth but have no way of revealing it, or warning you not to get closer and protect the butterfly. The butterfly is their beautifully balanced relationship threatened by the knowing/seeing of too much, or closeness. The people symbolize anyone.
i can see this tattooed on my skin.
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
Posted on Feb 8th (11:35am), 4 months ago
Silver Linings Playbook is not what it seems to be. Jennifer Lawrence explodes here.. oozing with a lot of things i can’t put into words… acting wise, beyond question.
it gives you an uneasy feeling that it might win the whole academy thing.